Can someone hypnotize me to be happy for at least ONE DAY!?


It hurts so much to fake a smile, my cheeks get numb and begin to give out.
My facade shatters and people are asking me(once again) “Are you okay?”

I want to scream at them, ” No, I’m never fucken okay! That smile, that chuckle, it’s all a lie. You don’t know the real me at all! The one who cries into her pillow because she’s so sad and doesn’t know why!”

I feel so empty…